You were smiling, and I was smiling, and everything was fine. I woke up knowing that it wasn't—and that it wouldn't be for awhile—but still, grateful for a much gentler awakening [than yesterday's].
I'm in a strange mood today. I'm drinking instant coffee (surprisingly good), playing sad folk songs (which makes me happy, actually), and wondering who actually reads this.
Burt's Bees Honey lip balm is disgusting.
Plans. I have many plans for this summer, which I am terrified of and excited for (but mostly terrified of). I'll be sacrificing a great deal of time and effort for something I might not even achieve, and I've decided it's worth it, because at least I'll know I had the "ganas" to try. The future is scarier, and more real, and approaching more quickly than it should be, but I couldn't be happier.
Hmph.
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