Sunday, May 27, 2012

Viva

I feel like I haven't turned my brain on in awhile, and it's taking awhile to warm up.
I can write about vampires or education.
However shall I choose?

Managed to find a Buffy quote for my Victorian Lit paper (jabs fist in air),
and a Dr. Seuss quote for my Psych. of Education paper (jabs fist in air),
but as far as my own brainpower goes,

the inspiration juices are not flowin,
the imaginative gears are not turnin,
and the creative candle is not burnin.

HELP!

Don't panic, don't panic,
just keep writing, just keep writing.
Like in Finding Nemo. Just keep writing, just keep writing...
(Flashbacks of my swimming struggles last summer)

Oh my gosh. More anxiety.

If I actually enjoy writing and feel this paralyzed in the face of a writing assignment,
how in the world am I ever going to pass the GRE, a test that is 30% MATH?!

The desk receptionists are loud, but it's not their fault—
the walls are thin.

But when things are loud, or even when things are too quiet and my thoughts are too loud,
I can't help but let my once-solid thoughts turn into mush—or mesh?—and then everything just
slips through.

Slips...slip...slipping.....

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